Last year at this time I had just found out I was pregnant with you. I just still can't believe this is how things are a year later. I still don't even know how I truly feel about everything that has happened. I wish I even had more to say, but I feel like don't. I wish I could write you the most perfect letter about my love for you, but the words just aren't there. They are still taken over but this anger that still makes it so hard for me to even look at your beautiful pictures; to remember you the way you deserve. 5 months baby girl. 5 months since I first met you. I so wish you could be here. I sure do miss you.
Love always, Mom
Shaylen, who does custom pop art and sells them on her etsy site, sent me an email last week saying that she made these for me. It was such a sweet surprise and gift to get. I can't wait to get them printed and framed.