So I have to write about what brings me hope for this blog hop. Well for the last 6 weeks I felt like there wasn't too much to be hopeful for. These past few days though have made feel like maybe things will be okay. After a week of worrying that I just wasn't ready to go back to work, I went back for the first time in 2 months and had a really good day. I am so grateful to have such wonderful coworkers. I also saw my doctor the other day who gave me the okay to get out and do actual physical activity again. I was happy she said my incision was healing and I looked good, but wasn't feeling that I would ever enjoy those same activities again. After today I feel that things might just be okay after all. I went out twice today with friends skiing and it was great. The sky was blue, the sun was shining, and I was happy. And best of all, I feel like my energy is finally coming back! I just love being outside, whether I am cc skiing, hiking, camping, or just walking my dogs, there is something really peaceful and relaxing about it. Things may never be the same but these past few days have definitely made me a bit more hopeful about the future.
Nothing like fresh air to lift your spirits! Keep being hopeful, I will too :)
ReplyDeleteGreat to hear that you're starting to get your energy back... I can remember never thinking that hope would return - but sure enough slowly it does and the road does get easier. Thinking of you xoxo
ReplyDeleteI'm glad the days have been gentle recently, especially as you went back to work. I hope you continue to feel the love and support of many surrounding you and that hope becomes more a part of your days ((hugs))
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